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NOT MY DAY
ARGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH.....
As what you can see in the title, yea, today is totally not my day..
Woke up late this morning, didn't realise that my tumbler was not fully seal..
So, there was FLOOD INSIDE MY BAG!!
and i dont know why that i don't even realise it..
Eventually, my pinkie which do not know how to swim was drown and coma now..
Get scolded by parents since they don't like to me to sleep late at night, woke up in very last minute in the next day thus i have to rush to college.. They think that's my own fault for making my pinkie become like this.. Yeala, partly my fault.. But i feel sad and wasting to get another new phone too..
Pinkie will be hospitalise soon.. Hopefully you can get well soon, i dont feel like wanna get a new one to replace you.. You are only 1 month old, i am so sorry to murder you indirectly.. T____________________T
Moreover, have to handle the PTPTN registration thingy which i has done that 2 years ago.. Totally forgot whats the procedures and there is problem with my Internet Explorer.. U can imagine my =.= =( arghhh T_____________T face.. Have to do tutorial somemore..
Okay, all these were drive me like a mad chicken.. But of cause, it wont bother me for long time.. Feeling much better after i have something to eat and drink.. Yea this is me, i wont allow all these tiny things to swing my mood.. =)
分岔*路
当生气常与生气碰面时,诞下的就只有失望与心灰。
当你突然对身边一个最熟悉的脸孔产生陌生感时,
那种混淆与难受的感觉,难以启齿,更难以笔墨形容。
人与人之间的相处本不易,想要携手一起走到尽头更难。
常有人说,‘只是因为接受不了对方一个小小的缺点而提出不合适,那么试问这世界上能有多少人百分之百的适合你呢?也许你对自己都有不满意的地方。
进一步说就算你对自己处处都满意,那么我想那个百分之百适合你的也不过只是你的一个影子而已。’
其实一开始就知道,自己永远都不会是你最重要的那一个
以为自己不会在乎,不会在意
但每当我感到无助时,总希望你会在我身边
然而到最后,你都办不到。
不是在责怪你,我能了解每个人的价值观与处事原则都不同
或许我认为是重要的,有必要做的
对你而言,都只是多余的,无谓的。
但你曾否站在我的立场,为我想一想呢?
当你总是为其他人着想的当儿,你是否也考虑过我的感受?
我不是在吃醋,也不是在生气
我只是在懊恼,失望
懊恼你为何在乎别人比在乎我更多
失望为何在一起这么久了,你都不知道,
其实我讨厌你为了别人,为了省麻烦, 让我独自一个度过无助的时刻。
或许我有朋友,有别的解决办法,但我需要的,就只有你。
当然,不会抹杀你对我的好
我知道在某些时候, 我必须要感谢你的包容与支持
但下一步该怎么走,连我自己也不知道
因为我连该怎么面对你,都不懂了。
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Hello ppl it's kahyan here..
An ordinary KL girl who lives in this planet with laughter for 20 years and still counting.
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