26th ♥




We have been in a relationship for 26 months, 795 days and around 19080 hours


And this is the second month that you aren't with me during this special day. You are so far apart, and we can only contact with each other by using electronic devices. *sad case*

In the beginning, this is really torturing. Misunderstanding and impatience seems to wind us around and we argued over very tiny issues. When you feel insecure, you will definitely hate everything that your partner did no matter it is right or wrong. You will lose your patience on a very tiny imperfection of him. And this is where your rationality gone. The worst part is, he don't feel like comforting you as what he used to do because he is sick of repeating that.

Emm. Both of us have to pay our responsibility on this piece of shit of course. We knew, but we don't feel like compromise. Stubbornness and willfulness almost kill a relationship. You are not a good boyfriend, and I am not a good girlfriend either. We took everything as granted (Don't try to deny). The only fortunate thing that happens on us is we still remember how we used to live happily together and the sweet memories flow at the moment I dropped my tears. So I assume is those memories that pull us back to track.

And now? We are still being together and wishing each other on this memorable day. Letting go is the toughest decision to be made, so we rather choose to overcome the problems together.


For those who show their concerns these days, I appreciate it very much. Need not to worry, I used to be tough, and I always will be.






Reminding myself and those who suffering from long distance relationship:
Missing someone gets easier everyday because
even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them,
you are one day closer to the next time you will.