从电视上看到这支MV，第一眼就爱上它。歌曲虽然不说得上是十分好听，但却莫名其妙的爱上导演的摄影手法。再加上林夕优美的词，让整首歌加分不少。特别喜欢一句，“有那么多人在寂寞，就没有人寂寞”。

五月二十八日， 卫塞节。
**其实与本篇贴文无关，纯粹想记录下来。


突然觉得，人其实可以很简单
简单的一句话，足以让人觉得体贴窝心。
简单的一个动作，足以让感动升倍。
简单的一个眼神，足以让心瞬间融化。
简单的一个拥抱，足以让幸福涌上心头。
简单的一个吻，足以让爱升温。

所有再平凡不过的平凡，再简单不过的简单，
其实往往就是人们忙碌，盲目追求的幸福。

何谓幸福？
幸福没有特定的衡量方式，没有特定的衡量仪器。
不同的人，会有不同的解读。
容易满足的人，觉得只要自己和爱的人还健康地活着，那就是幸福。
贪心的人，或许会觉得，只有拥有全世界最好的，那才是幸福。

对我而言，
只要能和所有自己爱的人在一起，
哪怕上一秒有多大的误会，有多不满，
只要对方一个紧紧的拥抱，
这一切一切就会随风消失。

最起码，在这一刻，
我觉得自己是幸福的。
因为有你们的存在。
尤其是你，
喜欢在你怀里的那一刻。
那一刻，
我能感觉你的体温，
感觉你的心跳，
感觉你的呼吸。

笨蛋，谢谢你的每一个拥抱！！ =)

saw a post in fb, yea i always know that i am definitely not a typical scorpio.. But surprisingly i saw few points in that post that i think best describe me..


怕麻烦。热爱自由。不委曲求全。

慢性子。

不喜欢纠缠于一件不明朗的事，而喜 欢干净的放手

表面柔弱，内心坚毅，追求目标执着

ARGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH.....

As what you can see in the title, yea, today is totally not my day..
Woke up late this morning, didn't realise that my tumbler was not fully seal..
So, there was FLOOD INSIDE MY BAG!!
and i dont know why that i don't even realise it..
Eventually, my pinkie which do not know how to swim was drown and coma now..

Get scolded by parents since they don't like to me to sleep late at night, woke up in very last minute in the next day thus i have to rush to college.. They think that's my own fault for making my pinkie become like this.. Yeala, partly my fault.. But i feel sad and wasting to get another new phone too..

Pinkie will be hospitalise soon.. Hopefully you can get well soon, i dont feel like wanna get a new one to replace you.. You are only 1 month old, i am so sorry to murder you indirectly.. T____________________T

Moreover, have to handle the PTPTN registration thingy which i has done that 2 years ago.. Totally forgot whats the procedures and there is problem with my Internet Explorer.. U can imagine my =.= =( arghhh T_____________T face.. Have to do tutorial somemore..

Okay, all these were drive me like a mad chicken.. But of cause, it wont bother me for long time.. Feeling much better after i have something to eat and drink.. Yea this is me, i wont allow all these tiny things to swing my mood.. =)

It has been second week for my first semester in advanced diploma..
Somehow the pressure started to appear..
Maybe because I was affected by what have been told by the Corporate and Operations Management tutor..
She sounds like ABM and ICSA is really a very tough course and not an easy way to go..
Loads of courseworks that are more than enough to make us mad, the tough exam questions........
And yet, i cant find a good motivation which can give me strength to take all these challenges..
However, since i've chosen this, i have the responsibility to continue this path..
Pray hard for me so that i am able to walk till the end..

Another steamboat gathering for the month of May.. But this time we joined with another 5 FCC members.. As usual, was late to lim's house.. hee.. Sorry la, we were very hungry after depart from cy's house thats why have to seek for snacks before reaching our destination..

Lim prepared everything for us when we reached there, 2 soup as usual.. The ikan bilis soup was awesome after we boiled it with so many different type of ingredients, while the tomyam was super pedas.. I don't know whether i am not suitable to eat spicy food or what.. Everyone seems like nothing but i can felt my lips and throat were burning.. T_______T



And i found this!!! This is totally a new thing for me, Hoegaarden beer.. This is very nice and less bitter as compared to Carlsberg.. ♥ this.. =D

♥ today, simply because i finally can have a date with him.. =)

Woke up at 9.30am, was late actually, and he came here a bit earlier.. So, kesian him to wait for me.. Went for breakfast at old town Leisure Mall.. Emm, too bad both of us didn't know that the breakfast set is only available on weekdays, so have to spend more.. Get to watch Nightmare on Elm Street at 11.45am..





Emm, for me, this kinda movie is more than enough to make you force yourself not to stay up night or look at the mirror alone.. This horror movie considered as a good one actually and it really worth to spend 10bucks for it.. I cant imagine what if i were one of those characters in this movie.. It's really torturing since they have to force themselves to stay awake else will get murder by the...., emm i don really know whether the guy in the poster is a ghost, monster, zombie.....?? Hopefully i can forget every scene from this movie before the night so that i can have a good sleep.. =S

One more thing, i think Leisure Mall has the best couple seats ever.. It's big and comfortable enough for me to lie at there as if i am watching movie at home.. haha..

After the movie, rush to Low Yat to get something for ah dear's daddy and went to maluri for a talk that organized by amway.. Yea it sounds weird since for those who know me well, i dont really like all these direct sales thingy.. Emm, but why dont give myself a new try since he is so into it and it's not fully related with amway product.. It is more like a talk that combined biology + guidance that might useful to have a better life.. Despite my prejudice towards amway, it's actually a quite good talk which enable you to know more about your own body.. And his mummy bring tong shui for him.. Yum yum, it's my favourite tong shui!! thanks auntie.. =D

i love to lie on your chest; treasure every moment when you're around ♥

No class for friday!! woohoo.. i can sleep till 12something as usual and hide myself in this small tiny home.. Nothing much i can do at my own house actually, so, drama, eat, online, eat, tv.........




Okay i know i am a lil bit outdated since this drama was sizzling quite long time ago.. But now only i am free for this.. This drama is quite nice although the way they present the story is a lil bit confusing..




I love his character, 顾汝棠.. He was quite good in kungfu, but unfortunately got asthma.. He always tried his best to protect his family, maintain the harmony and bring happiness to each family member especially his mum..


Okay, another important thing, at last i got the full scheduled timetable for my first sem of advanced diploma.. Satisfied with this timetable, at least i have only 1 8am class and finish class latest by 5pm.. The best thing is, i don have class for friday and saturday!! A great opportunity for me to get more freelance job since i always complain that I AM BROKE!! =D

Woke up at 6.30am, normally have to wake up at 6.15am for 8am class.. But uncontrollably sneeze my phone alarm for donno how many times that's why almost late for class.. Hrmp.. Felt not comfortable for the whole morning, keep on have the feeling of vomit for no reason, maybe lack of sleep since i only slept for less than 5 hours yesterday.. =(

Went to have yong taufu as brunch at Peel Road with them and another 2 person that i might not see them so often for days after this.. Around 9bucks per person and all went to next destination with their fullest tummy..

Alright, next destination -----> Jaya Jusco Maluri. Since we actually have nothing to do, so just plan to wandering around to kill times and for a better digestion.. Went to amusement arcade, yea actually most of the arcades are for kids but i've found my favourite basketball game arcade.. And we took sticker photos with that lame machine, the worst sticker photo i've taken in my life.. It's kinda waste money since we actually can take pic and edit by our own, but, emm, the feeling aint the same.. =)

Yea it's 19th May 2010, the day to release SBS April result.. Normally it will be released latest by 10am, but this time was a bit late.. So was actually quite nervous when i was on the way to college.. Normally i will not really nervous when the result is going to release but seriously this time i did.. Kinda worry that i might not able to graduate and continue in advanced diploma..

But thanks god i make it!!! Although not that satisfy with overall cgpa, i thought i can be better *blaming myself for not try my best* =( , but at least i still can graduate for the diploma course with merit.. Promise myself to get a better one in advanced. =)

After class, went to little tree with my classmates.. Not really enjoy the set lunch, i think ala carte food might be nicer.. Meet up with ah dear after lunch for his haircut and his lafu gang member's birthday celebration at donno where.. Somewhere with a polluted lake but nice light decoration.. The food was just so so and it cost each of us 24bucks..

Back home at 11pm, 8am lecture for tomorrow.. I hate it when i have to wake up at 6 sumthing just for that 1 and a half lecture.. It kills people who are lazy like me.. T_____________T But no choice, i promised myself to put more effort on study and work start from this sem..
So, gambateh ba 赵嘉欣!! =)

Just received a call from someone, guess i have to play my role as a listener and consultant tomorrow..

I did something that sounds like impossible and rare for me to do that.. Woke up at 6something in the morning and went to pudu market with him and her.. Since we are planning to have steamboat in her house at night, so have to prepare all those ingredients by ourselves.. Argh, i don want this to become my routine task after i get married.. haha..

After bathe and rest, went to One Utama for her skin food product and the yummy-licious Secret Recipe brownies.. A little bit too sweet, but it will be awesome for those sweet tooth people..

After so long, it's time for us to meet up so steamboat!!

After her parents and grandma back to another house, they went to the nearby 7-11 for poker cards and beer. As usual, drank a lot, especially th, justin and ryn.. Pity peggy who drank a lot of soy milk since she replace beer with it.. Back home at around 1am, luckily parents didn't nag bout it.. hee

unbelievably, our love turns to one years old!!

Nothing special activities to celebrate this special day, yet i feel warm and great because of your company. Went to sunway pyramid for movie- the iron man 2. The cinema is sucks but the movie is nice.. Thumbs up!! After that went back to wangsa walk for dinner. Subway which is a new thing for me and root beer!! It reminds me of my papa.. =)

ah dear,
never expect this relationship can last for so many months.
we have been went thru many things together-
up and down, quarrel over tiny things (okay i admit most of the time is me)
and i've told you our problem that actually bothering me now
hopefully it's not big enuf to destroy everything between us..
i love you, my pig, caterpillar, santa ke-laus-se!! ♥

We care you
So please remember,
Home is a shelter from storms - all sorts of storms.
No matter what happened to you, we will always be there for you.
Cheer up!!

Nothing can beat you down, when family is around. =)

i always tell people around me that i will start blogging soon, since long time ago.. and FINALLY, i've started one!! finally own a blog of mine.. hopefully it wont be abandoned by me after days.. =)

you should have feel proud since you are the main character of my very first post.. and i chose to write it in chinese for me to express it better..

ahem..
献给一个对我很重要的人，

很讨厌你，总是喜欢写或做些事让我有种莫名的感动。
认识你也蛮久了，说不上十分了解你，但大概也有九分吧你说得对，我俩拥有非一般的倔强，有时候谁都不肯让步
可能就因为这样，常会有无谓的争执
但庆幸的是，大家到最后都会发现彼此对对方而言的重要性。

感情需要双方面无私地付出，体谅，包容和信任
相信经营友谊也是同样的道理
谢谢你一路的陪伴，支持
我爱你，姐妹万岁！！

A good friend is a connection to life - a tie to the past, a road to the future, the key to sanity in a totally insane world ♥

Day 2

Day 1

For me and those who grown up in big city, you will definitely love this place.
a beach with fine sands, clear sea water, waves and starry night..
a cool place for you to throw away all the problems temporarily,
a cool place for meditation..

Everything was running according to the schedule.Yet, i don't really enjoy it to the fullest..Feel not comfortable and awkward to walk and swim around because of the menstrual problem.. T_______________T
sincerely apologize to all those fishy for polluting your home. haha..
and thanks ah dear for company me walked to the convenient shop for pads under the hot sun.. =)

Well, at least i enjoy sitting there for games with them.. I think i was born to be a loser in all type of games. *blaming mummy* haha.. and had a chat with bestie at night, felt much better after we share our problems.. =)